Much more better now
its happen on yesterday
where suddenly have a very worst feeling
we both know yesterday was a day for us
i'm very stupid to think that we will have a time together
i know
its exam coming
everyone working on it
and hell yea
yesterday seems nothing to you
its just only me
doing and think a lot of crazy stuff
the stupid imagination
arrgghh !! i hate when think of it
but now
im out of it
i can make it the same way as you
you nothing
im nothing too
there's nothing to be proud of.
stupid plan !
i wont write anything on that small book again
because its only me
write a lot of bullshit
i feel disgust when i see the book
i dont even want to open and read it
since yesterday
everytime i see the book
i feel im a kind of fool
well, i admit
only me regard it as important
now i can see
how stupid i am.