SPM is coming.

[ the day is near ]

the day that

every spm students affraid of.

everybody working hard

for almost 11 years for it.

it will decide

everything that will happens

on our future life.

outside

will become silence

for a while.

the war begin at

1 8 n o v e m b e r 2 0 0 9

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come on !

there's nothing to worry about :)

just take it easy okey..

although everybody saying

" oh my god ! spm around the corner "

yes. it is coming very soon

but don't make yourself stress.

just relax.

see.. i still online for 14 hours a day.

6 hours sleep time.

3 hours enjoy myself.

1 hour for study.

i know thats not enough.

and yea.. sure its different from others.

maybe you guys study 3-5 hours a day

thats normal , really it is.

but hey.. dont drive yourself crazy.

make sure you take some time to breath.

by the way..

good luck for all spm students.

( i know you will be grateful to me. HA)

it is my pleasure for saying this. ^^

final words for you guys.

dont die before the war !!

...

29 oct

DiGi

fucking shit

i cant send massage to anyone.

sorry. i wish to find you but..

hmm.... (cant help)

nevermind

luckily still got my computer :)

today

'someone' birthday~

i wish he having a good time now.

maybe today is the last chance

i can talk to him face to face.

or maybe graduate day?

i dont know.

nevermind

at least i still keeping the memories

about us.

started from yesterday

kimi come to my home

we doing revision together.

hard to imagine

but its happen ^^

i miss cheese so much

he got lot of tuition recently.

need to wait him until night

but when come to night time

im tired, cant chat any longer.

less talk. less sms. less call

hope all of this will

end as soon as possible.

...

♥Date♥

Allooooha..

im back .. ^^

from date. HA

so, after school

i slept for a while

cheese going to tuition

gosh.. im so tired

but i'll still stand up

and bubble myself

and... be ready for my date ^^

we have dinner together.

' shui ba wong '

i ordered this.

yummy...

but i cant finish it

im full.. HA

so cheese help me.

cheese ordered a drink

if im not mistaken

its called ' beautiful baby '

nice name.

but the taste... yuck !!

cucumber flavor? i hate it.

LoL , again..

i forgot to take a photo.

cheated by its outward appearance

so , next time dont simply call a drink

that have a beautiful name.

after finish our dinner

we move on to garden

good target.

we find a seat

and we chit chat

he help me massage my back

im a little bit tired.

while we enjoying looking at the lake

suddenly its raining.

haha , we moving fast back to car.

after we get back inside, the rain stopped.

HA, we know the rain fooling us.

but nevermind

we just stay inside the car.

10.00pm

we heading back home.

so , our date for today is over.

- conclusion -

we both having a sweet time.♥

its late now.

i need to rest.

cheese waiting me

finish this post.

well, good night.

4th ♥ 25th

today is special day .. ^^

the 4th months of us

i mean.. me and cheese.

at first , we out for dinner at night

but cancelled. because of the bad weather

fuhh.. change the time ^^

so another date for tomorrow.. HA

today kimi come to my home.

boring, so she sleep at my bed.

and we play game together. HA

so after finish all the game chapter

i take shower and we leave. to...?

night market ^^

i bought a pair of slipper.

its nice, but i forget to take a photo

let you guys see it. later maybe.

ouh ! and a photo of me and kimi

Im lazy to upload it. pardon me.

much more new photos in future

so just wait patiently. HA

hoh~ almost forgot.

need to exchange the small book

with cheese.

hmm.. i just write few pages.

because too many things happen

between us.

hope you dont mind it.

final words

im happy for the 4th months of us

although its just a short times

but.. its bring a lot of memories

about you and me.♥

both of us are happy for this time

and that was the most important.

you bring a lot of happiness into my life

and same for sadness too.

but its worth. dont worry.

no matter what happen ,

i will always stand beside you.

this is what i promise to you

because

I LOVE YOU.

...

24 oct

hahaha..

just now i become temporary villain

because i've done a very bad thing

it is...... ?

i read my sister past year private diary

huhuhuhuuu..

( shh.. please keep this secret )

or else she gonna kill me.

some of her story got my name !

first

she said she feel pity on me..

because that time i have a very bad stomachache

and need to send me to hospital at midnight

about 3 am.. (if im not forgotten).. with father.

gosh.. she feel pity on me =.="

bad sister

but im very thankful to her for that time

because she accompany me

and she sacrifice her sleep time.

thats a point of good sister. HA

second

its about sad thing.

i dont know it is good to write here or..

but its already past , so i think its ok for me.

that time im in a very bad condition

many friends of mine know this thing happen

i commit suicide.

but failed. HA

so she wrote in her diary said

she is very stress to think about me

and when my mum call her

and tell her what happen about me

she cry cry and cry.

( what a sad moment )

i dont know is it true about it or..

but heyy ! who will tell lie in our own diary

am i right? HA

the first funniest thing I seen is..

about her birthday

nobody celebrate for her

and i ask her to buy cake for herself

" a grieved birthday "

for her. HA

i admit im a bad sister

and the second funniest thing is..

its written at the last page

the previous of last page date is

23 july 2008

" bla.. bla.. bla.... "

the last page is 16 nov 2009

" halo my diary.. i found you again. hahahah "

LoL !!

i laugh so hard that time xD

its really xxxxss

hahaha.

well .. congrats to her.

she found her diary back

after lost for more than a year.

and the reason i have chance to peek it.

hahaha ..

so .. now im totally happy ^^

because tomorrow im having a date !

of course with my beloved cheese.

while im writting this post

i recieved his massage

“ 我的梦想，就是...和你在一起！

我的天堂，就是...有你的地方！”

haha.. i laugh when i see it.

i ask him

" why suddenly say this kind of thing? "

( its weird for me ok.. he seldom talk about this )

so he answered

" I should occasionally say sweet word to you "

HA , what a sweet heart. ♥

but its a bit too exaggerate isn't ?

haha , but its ok for me.. ^^

accept it.. muacks.

love ya..

...

~闷~

好闷噢~
在家没事做~

有人约出去~
可是都不想出~
我已近很久没出街了~
也没什么心要出~
等考完后吧~

在学校
都开始专心上课~
有时很想睡觉~
可是没有躺在桌子~
就只是发呆~

考试还有几天啊~
很快就要到~
我都还没很确定自己以后是怎样~

我有时就会想~
以后会变成怎么样呢？
我做什么工？
有没有钱吃东西买东西？
会不会达到我想要的志愿？
住哪里呢？
幸福吗？
快乐吗？

我是真的很好奇~
因为我要走的路是很多种~
不知道怎么做选择~

考了这spm后~
我就是和家人分开~
我想去读我要的~
可是我的志愿很难找啊~
学费要自己给~
很乱啊~~~
我不知道怎么打算~

很难想~
我只希望一切都过到很顺利~
我得到我要的~

希望如此吧~~

没什么事想写了~

...

很累~

今天好累啊~~
累死了~

昨天我忘记关电脑就睡了~
所以没有回谁谁谁谁~
你们自己知道啦~
电脑就开着到早上了~
所以今天早上起来我就上网了~
哈哈哈

刚刚cheese来我家~
他教我数学~
我会了些~
这样也不错啦~
他教我~ 我教他~
然后很坏的他，一直弄我~
呵呵~
突然很想他~~

他回了后~
我就开始收拾房间~
因为妹妹要睡在我以前的房~
所以我也要拾~
原来我收着很多垃圾~
情信啦~ 玩具啦~ 很多盒子~ 纸带~
我也不知道为什么以前会收着~
刚刚丢完了~ 哈哈
还有很多很多teddy bear~
没有丢啦~ 那些当然是收着~

现在休息上网~
等妹丢完垃圾，vacumn好了才叫我~
唉~~ 酱重的工作当然由他做啦~
哈哈哈~ 我很懒惰~

现在很累啦~
我也还没弄完我东西~
很想快点可以睡觉~
#.# Zzzz


cheese !!
你等我~~~~
muacckx~ ^^

...

16号♥约会

昨天累死了~~
呵呵
不过很值得~ 我很开心~


和cheese好多了~
昨天他约我去看戏~
呵呵
我们看 C.W.A.C.O.M
名字很长~ 懒惰写~
卡通来的~
我给四粒星~
不错下~ 我们一直笑~
尤其是卡通里开大嘴巴的时候~
我和Cheese也跟着开嘴巴~
想回去，都很好笑下~


之后我们去吃东西~
本人还没吃晚餐~
所以就去desa parkcity
吃secret recipy ! yipeee.. ^^
我叫tom yam soup
他竟然点错了 tom yam gong
oh noo.. 蛮辣的~
不过算了~


吃饱饱了~
我们去公园走走~
然后找地方....两人世界~ 哈哈
我们的两人世界是..有车一直经过~
哈哈，很可怜~
然后我们就再走下才回~
很累噢~ 很想直接在公园睡~
然后cheese就背我啊~
开心死了~ ^^
这次是他第二次背我~
他说比之前重了~ 呵呵呵~
我是他第一个背的女子~ 幸福~~~ ^^


到了半夜十二点~
我们才回家~
很少机会可以出到那么夜~
因为cheese是个“乖”孩子~ 哈哈


昨天很开心啦~
本来想回家就写那时的心情~
可是很累了~ cheese叫我不要写~
然后吩咐我睡觉~
嗯嗯~ 我很听话的~
今天才写啊~


我很想你噢~~ ^^♥

...

15 Oct

tommorow holiday again.
oh my god, damn fuckin bored.
luckily, just one day.
thats fine.

well, i got my result today.
teacher praise me. hah, thanks.
7A1B1C
thats really enough for me.
god bless.

oh yea..
got lot of pending request on friendster.
so bad, its full and cannot accept any request.
sorry guys. and I less play friendster.
now prefer on facebook ^^
so you guys can add me up there.
thanks for supporting my profile.
I appreciate it..


today kimi came to my home.
we sleep together.
tired and im lazy to go out.
so we both become pig for almost 3 hours.
finish our dream, i send her back home.
haha.. xD
thats the way we spending our times.
at least, we can spend our times together. ^^

so hungry now.
supposed to eat early
but mum didn't cook.
bad day.
so now i wanna buy fast food
and drive thru ( lazy go out from car )
thats KFC ! *peace*
the nearest and fastest food for me.
i need to go now.
before my gastric come after me.
got to go.. ^^

...

篮球队员~

今天蛮开心的~

因为某某事，某某人~
早上我没有后悔去找某人~
反而我会很后悔如果不去找他~
嗯，某人说没事就是没事~
我也不想做自己不想要的决定~
现在已经没事了~
那就最好~


今天晚上是篮球队的最后一次聚会~
我们全部出去吃东西~
PizzaHUt
我不是很喜欢吃~
所以我吃到蛮辛苦的~
切又切不到~
他们一直笑我~
说我饿死都还没切到~哈哈

最后我们就拍照留念咯~
有些没有拍到~



...
...
...
...
...
...

你们以后要加油噢~
你们进步很多了~ ^^
最后次和你们一起了~
有点舍不得~
呵呵~~

。

值得看~

好好看它的每一句话~


click here


有些事~ 一转身就是一辈子~

学校日记

今天好开心噢~
可以回去学校了~
见到朋友，真开心~
只是很讨厌上课~

今天就写在学校的事罢了吧~ ^^


今天很多人带电话去学校啦~
我也有带~
很无聊的我们就拍照~



我和俐文~ ^^




绝对不少了我和嘉儿~ ^^


上课真闷啊~
老师也没什么上课~
有时老师也没进班~
所以，自由活动咯！ 呵呵

有一个更厉害~
不知道她是打给他某人吗？
嘿嘿嘿嘿~~
我来登上！！


哇塞~ 她还坐老师位子呐~~ ^^


下课cheese有来找我~
真好啊~~~
陪到我上课为止~
他很衰，每次欺负我~
一直踩我脚啊~ 鞋都变黑了~
bad bad cheese. =P


过后去图书馆~
我们在那边拍照~哈哈

>>> 我的死人样~



好啦~ 就要说到放学了~
cheese在补课中跑出来陪我~
呵呵呵，就陪我出去到学校门口罢了~
然后再陪我等mother~
cheese 真好~ 目啊啊啊~~
那个是你的奖励~ 咔咔咔 ^^



我回家了咯~~
呵呵




***
很很很猪的cheese
每次睡觉不理我~
欠扁~~

just for you.

song that I want to share with you.


click here


♥ both of us are mad for nothing ♥


---------

im tired of all things.
indeed.

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9/10

发生什么事

我都不想去管了~

我也不想再听~

明白吗？


自己的事~

就自己想办法处理~

你的烦恼就是你的~

不要分给我~

我这种人就是不会分享烦恼~

因为我不想再增加自己的烦恼~


对不起~

我就是很自私~

movie

just come back from movie.

me, jiu, pheng, kgiap, and their frens..

we watched SORORITY ROW.
3 stars for me
its fucking shit, everytime i shocked.

i sat between jiu and pheng.
jiu scare , i see.. haha
pheng over cooled
so, like always..
everytime its come to the scary scene
i will close my eyes until its past
and same, i'll ask who sat next to me what happen?
haha. so, im not brave enough to see horror movie
but i will for sometime..

mr.kgiap
i will remember you !
you said its not so scary
and you cheated me.
so bad.
you make my tsunami movie fly away..
* sob sob*
and still,
wanna find somebody watch tsunami with me
bad kgiap, bad jiu


ah yea..
ignore my news yesterday
about kimi.
because i recieve she's massgae in morning
they are over. ==
" what??? are you serious?
just one day? this is so funny ! "
come on, its not like you..
hmm.. but no matter what happen
i hope you think and take it seriously
and..
i'll support you in all your decision.. ^^
just make sure you are happy.. ok?


so..
i miss him again.. ^^
im waiting him..
you know it..

* muackkxx *

和cheese的合照~

今天心情真好啊~~ ^^
呵呵呵


我有事情想和多多人分享~
呵呵，我希望“她”不会生气~ ^^
事情就是......

嘉儿有了男朋友！！！ ^^

恭喜恭喜他~
希望她幸福噢~~ ^^
听了你这消息，我很开心呐~~~
真的很开心~ 终于有某人可以陪你~
以后你不会再孤单~ 不会再寂寞~
有事情，告诉我~ 我还是在你身边的~ ^^
大家，我们一起祝福她~~
呵呵，我真的替你开心~


今天还有... cheese 来我家~
可怜的他天天都去学校extra class~
不只他可怜啦~ 还有他班的同学~
还有其他朋友~~
可是去学校都好过在家发霉~

就因为最近我们都很不好~
一直吵架~ 又很难过~
也没得见对方~
所以今天就解决了之前的问题吧~
以后的问题，改天才想啦~ 哈哈




我第一次把我们合照的照片post上来了~
ok吗？？
哈哈，有点不好意思的感觉~
就因为有人问过
为什么没有放过我和cheese的照片~
其实拍了很多，可是还不想放上来~
今天你睁大眼睛看吧~哈哈哈
看到cheese像女孩子吗？
我觉得像~ 而且....还美过我！
讨厌讨厌~
cheese还说我跟女的拍拖~
啊~~~~ 我不要我不要~
我觉得很geli~
之前梦过和女的接吻~
直接被吓醒了~
觉得.....aiyerrr.. 很 geli ~
不说不说了~


突然觉得很久没有扮美美了~
下次出街一定要穿好看的~
呵呵呵，我很期待~~
等我的照片吧~ ^^

中秋节

中秋节快乐啊~ ^^


中秋节其实没什么特别啦~
就看那个人怎么去庆祝咯~


而我在家和家人亲戚还有朋友
BBQ 还有玩灯笼~





讨厌我家对面的一间家~
他们很大班的年轻人在玩~
全部很坏~ 很吵~
还特地来 LC 我们~
不过算了~ 他们没脑~


过后和嘉儿去草场玩灯笼~
我们走了一圈~
我就回了~ 因为还没吃~
嘉儿去他阿姨家~ 在我家附近~


他们现在在喝酒~
嗯~~ 我对酒没什么兴趣~
所以进房间上网~


我玩到很累了~
想休息~
因为某人变猪了~
我要去陪他~

很开心的中秋节~
很久没这样玩了~
所以~~
中秋节快乐啦！ ^^

2 / 10

不知道最近怎么了~

我很难过~

不只是关于他~
还有另外个她~

如果是关于他~
我应该不会这样~
我只会告诉自己不要想太多~

可是她呢~
我真的....说不出那个难过的感觉~
我真的很想很想哭~
我很想在她身边~
抱着她哭~
昨晚我真的睡不着~
我一直想到她~
今天早上起来就立刻想到那件事~
我真的不能帮到她什么~
我真的真的很难过~

对不起~
真的很对不起~
T.T

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今天在学校好很多了~
有嘉儿陪着我~
有几个 ‘ han zi ’ 一直跟我玩~
心情好多了~

我很想他~


考试成绩都差不多派完了~
剩下一科啦~

BM - A
BI - A
MM - A
SS - A
SN - A
SJ - B
AK - C
EK - A
PM - 还没派~


这就是我考试成绩啦~
很满意~ 只是 ak 很差~
再努力吧~ ^^

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刚刚他打电话给我~
我很开心~
我觉得这样已经很安慰了~
接电话第一句就骂我傻婆~

可是现在我好很多了啦~
不用担心了~



我依然很爱你~