Saturday, January 1, 2011

01.01.2011





01.01.2011
happy new year to all  =)

this was my look for celebrating new years eve
should i say yesterday or today? =D
I went to Mid Valley@Gardens
a club called G6-G Six (whatever) haha
with my dear and his friends.
we were so lucky (i mean myself)
cause i can get in there ^^
its a 21 years old above club
but he didn't check my IC
i act sporting and just walk in
the guard stared at me
but he still chopped my hand lastly
i think make-up does it =)

i like the club
the dance floor were huge
i mean not really that huge but is better than others club
that place crowded too
i think all place is the same
since everyone are so excited about the countdown for 2011
feel sad when the moment comes
cause we are still queuing !! =( 
and i cant see the fireworks ..
sad sad sad and very disappointed !
but when i get in there
its covered up my moody mood
everybody is dancing and so was high =P
i can say there had lots of pretty and sexy girlssssss
but "NAH~~" for handsome boys
just few of them..hmmm...
wondering where is all the man.. hahaha!
dont get jealous dear
i know yesterday you staring at pretty girls too =P
but i enjoyed dancing with you
although you just standing there and just shake your body rarely
hahaha.. you are cute in my heart  ♥

so!!
 what is my plan or wish for new beginning of 2011?
first of all, i want my job goes smoothly
second, hoping our relationship will getting better and Better!
third, being more close to all my friends
fourth, having new hair style, new phone, new style..
new personality, new behavior, new character and etc. etc (haha)
the most important and the last one is
happy for all the year! 

a word from me to all of you
Dont feels regret of anything
Just love yourself more !!!

happy new year everybody
have a great and awesome day
love you all
^^

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Friday, December 31, 2010

31 December



今天又 holiday 啦~
谢谢足球队
因为你们... 我们又多一天 holiday! 哈哈
真爽...

可是现在没节目啊~
期待着晚上... 
和 dear 一起过新年!^^(兴奋的样子)

感觉上这几天发生很多事情啊
不知道要先说什么...

先说工作的...
本来已经有放弃的念头了
我没去做工两天
银行那两天都一直打电话给我
我就一直都不听
可是想了又想
dear 说 怎样都要交待给他们
......我就接了电话
跟 AM 谈了几句话...
之后我再考虑多一次...
我没做工我要做什么?
我没做工我怎样买我喜欢的东西?
我没做工我会不会给人看不起?
我没做工我家人和dear家人会怎么想?
我朋友又会怎么说我?
最重要的
除了做银行,
还有什么工作是有那么多那么好的利益?
我想不到.... 
我放弃我不就很笨吗?
这么难,过了那么多关才得到这份工.. 
就这样放弃?
No Way!
我一定要坚强!
我不会给别人当笑话!
幸好 AM 很好... 
他叫我跟同事们说我拿了两天 EL
就像现在这样..
我做工也比较安宁了..=)

昨天很突然的假期
搞到我们银行手忙脚乱
客人多到要命
我手打字都打到很酸...
要快又要准!
不过越多人我越爽
哈哈哈... 变态 =="

dear妈妈最近早上每天弄薏米水给我
我每天都带去做工...
她弄到很好喝
弄到我每天早上都想喝 ^^
才刚刚喝完一杯...
她问我还要不要..
喝太多我怕我会闷.. 哈哈

对了..
昨天发了一个梦
我梦到我以前的好朋友
就连在梦里他都不理我
不过我不知道是不是想念她的意思...

好了... 懒得写了
先去玩game... ^^
大家新年快乐...
今晚玩地疯狂点吧! 哈哈


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Sunday, December 26, 2010

26 December


累...
刚刚打扫房间
现在看到这么整齐
地上都发亮
我的心都舒服多了...
有新床单.. dear 妈妈买给我们 =)
dear做工,所以我一个人弄
弄到我要哭
床这么重,我一个人搬
灰尘周围都是..
搞到我很难呼吸
觉得喉咙都是灰尘
有点 geli 的感觉
yuck
现在死命喝水
手又觉得粗粗的
很不喜欢..
以前从来不做家务
现在就要每次收拾他房间
他又懒得要死.. 唉~~



圣诞节终于过了...
还蛮开心的.. ^^

平安夜跟dear和他朋友一起过
去 movida clubbing~
在 sunway giza mall
想到那时,就想笑
喝醉了,可是这次没那么严重啦
谢谢 dear ,你没让我失望 ^^

圣诞节就跟 sherri 过...
我们去 pavilion 逛街
说了逛街,我从来不会空手回家
哈哈哈哈
那边太多东西
看到了 眼睛就发亮
幸好还会控制自己
看中了一个包包
可是太贵,不敢买
又没有 discount =(
怕买了就没钱买新年衣服..



喜欢这张照片 ^^
我提议要这样拍的.. 
幸好 sherri 会配合...哈哈

昨天太多人了
所以拍几张照片而已
吃东西都要排队..
好不容易才找到位置

昨天走到真的忘了吃东西 ><
到了那边眼睛就不停地 scan ..
幸好肚子会响
我才发觉到原来我还没吃
所以dear每次都说
我 shopping 是很恐怖的
连吃东西都会忘记
可是昨天他没有提醒我 =(
我真的忘了.....

和 sherri 吃了晚餐就去载 dear 放工
回到家.. 累死了
现在都很累..
有人帮我按摩就好.... =(


开心的日子总是过了...
烦恼又走回来了
我现在这份工
其实有打算不要做了
dear 还叫我明天不要上班
可是想了又想
我喜欢这份工作
可是就是那边的人很惹人讨厌!
我真的忍不下去了~
有种冲动想杀死那些人
每次都不开心回家
我已经作了两个月了
没有一天是可以好好过的
越了解那些人就越讨厌他们
你认为我真的很想理他们吗?
呸! 他们在我眼里是一堆屎
我讲话从来没那么过分
他们搞到我忍无可忍!
心理游戏? 我玩不起啊!!!
我想到你,我就会发火!
真的不知道到底要忍下去还是不要做了
我又能忍多久??
要怎么坚强一点?!!
烦死了~

我明天到底要怎样?

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

22 December



不要问我为什么突然关了部落
有写到的文章
save 去 draft 了...

想把心情收好好
过圣诞节

不知道... 要跟谁过... 
别人有男朋友可以一起过
我有男朋友 可是不能一起过
比单身的还要更惨..
没办法... 人家要做工
我不能逼他跟我一起过圣诞节... = =
所以... 
没关系吧 ~ 

老的! 你请假带我出去玩!
呜呜呜呜

今年的圣诞节就这样吗...?
好可惜啊..

如果真的会发生世界末日呢?
那我不就剩下明年可以过吗?
明年又会跟谁过呢...
不用问了..
他一定又做工..
怎么说 假期一定很多客人吧
做 sales 的,一定不想放过这机会

我又在说什么废话啊..... ==

唉... 不说了
大家圣诞节
玩得开心点吧~~~~

给我看你们开心又甜蜜的照片
我就替你们开心了 =)


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Saturday, December 4, 2010

4 December



Anyone who come to my blog
listen to the soft piano song
soft and deep to your heart
its remind me Christmas is coming!!

oh my god
i wait it for so long! ^^
its finally coming
im pretty excited about this...

you guys wondering why i didn't upload photos right?
well.....
due to my busyness and laziness
its a period of time i didn't self shot
but its coming right away after this week
i wont bury myself
i mean i need to improve myself more
and shows that im still here =)
im not disappeared after all
i bet you guys forgetting me already =( 

this is the most recent photo .. hahas
" the most " 
okey.......><
sherri, you know it , xD



good news
dear is back !!!
hahaha
miss him so much
for the very first eyes
i hug him tight =)
and he did it too..

i pack my bag and we move on^^
i feels like home sweet home
lols, why i dont feel likes home at sister's house?
anyway, he keep stay by my side 
thats enough for me =)

i learned how to love
i learned how to be understanding 
i learned how to accommodate 
i learned how to care
you teach me all about this
i hope you do this for me too
for us =)

( i take this when you're sleeping )

i'll hold your hand
whenever you need me
just like i hold you when you are unhappy
to comfort you
i watched you sleep
i scare you'll have a nightmare again
i hope i am the first person you think of when you're sad

it means so much to know i can depend on you 
to know you're here for me when i need encouragement, 
understanding and advise.
whether we're just talking or doing something special
i really enjoy the time we spend together
you may not realize it
but the little things you do make a big difference in my life
and i just want to tell you
it means so much to me to have your love.. =)
♥♥♥♥♥

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30 November


Tuesday
its the end of the day for November
how was your feel?
and how was my feel?

haha, im feeling great
but not really to be exact
duhh~~

im not with Dear this few days
so i didn't saw him for 3 days
this is the first time we separated
since we've been together
lol, i cant accept the reality that he not by my side
how crazy i am
but im looking forward for tomorrow
he is going to come and take me home!
hahaha... im totally excited! 

about my job
its getting better and better
this is great
im going to finish my cash training soon!
so i'll be sitting on counter 
but will be transfered to downstairs next month (maybe)
for another new training season
what a hard 3 months for me =(

ouh ya..!!
i just viewed ms.Connie blog
and im inspired by her story
 admirable =)
you guys should take a look too
never forget who created us
and whats the true meaning of Christmas 
 dont forget to invite him for sure!

well, Christmas is around the corner
dont forget my christmas gifts
Hohoho!!
i cant wait!
of course among of all
christmas is the festival i love the most =D

i have a vision
this month 
i mean december
i'll be having a lots of fun!! hahaha
and no worries!

i should start to think about my chirstmas wishes
"WISHES"
hahahaha
im so stingy la~~

by the way
have a nice December! ^^
remember to share yours stories with us


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