Wednesday, December 22, 2010

22 December



不要问我为什么突然关了部落
有写到的文章
save 去 draft 了...

想把心情收好好
过圣诞节

不知道... 要跟谁过... 
别人有男朋友可以一起过
我有男朋友 可是不能一起过
比单身的还要更惨..
没办法... 人家要做工
我不能逼他跟我一起过圣诞节... = =
所以... 
没关系吧 ~ 

老的! 你请假带我出去玩!
呜呜呜呜

今年的圣诞节就这样吗...?
好可惜啊..

如果真的会发生世界末日呢?
那我不就剩下明年可以过吗?
明年又会跟谁过呢...
不用问了..
他一定又做工..
怎么说 假期一定很多客人吧
做 sales 的,一定不想放过这机会

我又在说什么废话啊..... ==

唉... 不说了
大家圣诞节
玩得开心点吧~~~~

给我看你们开心又甜蜜的照片
我就替你们开心了 =)


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Saturday, December 4, 2010

4 December



Anyone who come to my blog
listen to the soft piano song
soft and deep to your heart
its remind me Christmas is coming!!

oh my god
i wait it for so long! ^^
its finally coming
im pretty excited about this...

you guys wondering why i didn't upload photos right?
well.....
due to my busyness and laziness
its a period of time i didn't self shot
but its coming right away after this week
i wont bury myself
i mean i need to improve myself more
and shows that im still here =)
im not disappeared after all
i bet you guys forgetting me already =( 

this is the most recent photo .. hahas
" the most " 
okey.......><
sherri, you know it , xD



good news
dear is back !!!
hahaha
miss him so much
for the very first eyes
i hug him tight =)
and he did it too..

i pack my bag and we move on^^
i feels like home sweet home
lols, why i dont feel likes home at sister's house?
anyway, he keep stay by my side 
thats enough for me =)

i learned how to love
i learned how to be understanding 
i learned how to accommodate 
i learned how to care
you teach me all about this
i hope you do this for me too
for us =)

( i take this when you're sleeping )

i'll hold your hand
whenever you need me
just like i hold you when you are unhappy
to comfort you
i watched you sleep
i scare you'll have a nightmare again
i hope i am the first person you think of when you're sad

it means so much to know i can depend on you 
to know you're here for me when i need encouragement, 
understanding and advise.
whether we're just talking or doing something special
i really enjoy the time we spend together
you may not realize it
but the little things you do make a big difference in my life
and i just want to tell you
it means so much to me to have your love.. =)
♥♥♥♥♥

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30 November


Tuesday
its the end of the day for November
how was your feel?
and how was my feel?

haha, im feeling great
but not really to be exact
duhh~~

im not with Dear this few days
so i didn't saw him for 3 days
this is the first time we separated
since we've been together
lol, i cant accept the reality that he not by my side
how crazy i am
but im looking forward for tomorrow
he is going to come and take me home!
hahaha... im totally excited! 

about my job
its getting better and better
this is great
im going to finish my cash training soon!
so i'll be sitting on counter 
but will be transfered to downstairs next month (maybe)
for another new training season
what a hard 3 months for me =(

ouh ya..!!
i just viewed ms.Connie blog
and im inspired by her story
 admirable =)
you guys should take a look too
never forget who created us
and whats the true meaning of Christmas 
 dont forget to invite him for sure!

well, Christmas is around the corner
dont forget my christmas gifts
Hohoho!!
i cant wait!
of course among of all
christmas is the festival i love the most =D

i have a vision
this month 
i mean december
i'll be having a lots of fun!! hahaha
and no worries!

i should start to think about my chirstmas wishes
"WISHES"
hahahaha
im so stingy la~~

by the way
have a nice December! ^^
remember to share yours stories with us


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Saturday, November 27, 2010

27 November



最近发生了很多事情..
我希望一切都能处理得好~

有一天
我和朋友shopping后去载dear
那时他看起来有点失落
我心里想.. 应该没事吧~ 
不要想太多...

回到家了
他不停得喝酒
我开始担心
我知道一定有事请发生
我试着去问他
他却不肯说
总喜欢把所有不开心的事情藏在心里

很猪的我
想安慰他 却睡着了
我真糟糕!
在半夜时突然醒来
发觉他不在身边
去客厅看看...也不在
发现他车也不在..
为什么总是喜欢在我睡了跑出去?
我醒了的感觉是怎样.. 他知道吗?

跑进房间那起电话
要打给他
却看到他的笔记
“我出去透透气...放心”
以我的性格,我还是会打给他
打了好多次...
还是打不通
心里开始很乱
无奈
在冷气房的我,一直流汗和发抖
我真的很担心
脑里只想着
“你到底去了哪里...?”

我知道电话打不通
可是却还是继续打
很幸运的 打通了一次
要求他回家
可是...
却被他骂了一句
“给我轻松下,好吗?!”
听了这句
很怒的我盖了他电话
开始哭...
我这么担心他,他竟然骂我
然后又开始胡思乱想...

等了三个小时
他终于回家了...
他吵醒了他爸爸
我听到他们在外面谈
(福建话,不会听)
听到他哭声
原本很生气的我
变到很伤心
我从来没看过这么难过的他
之后他进了房间
我假装睡觉
他过来看看我
应该知道我还没睡
就躺在我旁边流泪
我相信每个人看到自己最爱的人流泪
也会忍不住哭吧....
看到他这样
心里非常的痛苦
那晚我看着他哭着睡觉
看到他睡着了.. 我才安心得睡去

他工作那儿一定发生了一些事
再加上.. 他那晚醉了驾车
结果.. 撞车了..
他不停的说自己没用
很笨的我不知道要说些什么话安慰
只好静静的擦他的额头

第二天工作
心不在焉
前天答应了朋友去唱k
我却放飞机
在这个时候,我不能离开他
我知道他需要我在他身边
所以我要回家陪他
放工了就立刻回家
看到躺在客厅的他
心里舒服些了
总算知道他没事...
看到他好了些
我就放心了

在那天晚上
他把我吵醒说他公公不能了..
我马上起来跟他家人一起去他公公家
他很多亲戚都来了
等着救火车到来
到了之后就把他公公搬去床上
很多人围着
唱佛堂的歌
我没过去看
我知道我一定受不了
在他公公停止了呼吸那瞬间
很多人都在哭
我看着很难过的他
知道他在想什么
所有不开心的事
一次来完吧?
而且是很突然的..
我说这是老天爷给的测验
你要坚强!
我明白他感受
这些突然发生的事,真的很难接受
我相信他会很坚强地面对
不会那么容易放弃...
我会一直在他身边
鼓励他 支持他

希望这一切
能快点过..
好让他能快点平复心情


R.I.P to his grandpapa


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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

17 November



holiday again...
what a wonderful life if got lots of holiday
right? HA
unfortunately dear not here with me =(


im pretty boring now
ouh ya! i finished the game already
its really scary
i shocked 4 times ><
and its difficult too..
since my IQ not really good
im stuck and finding the way almost 2 days
and...!!!   i am still stuck !! =="
so i just go thru the website
and type
" walkthrough "
shh!!!
dont tell anybody im cheating! hahaha


i bet lots of you wondering what happen to me
during my job and posted something like that on my facebook
well, there got lots of brainless people
who always talk bad things behind me
its only a small matter after all
but they spread it until lots of them bla bla bla bla

i only can say
its not the first time i've been facing this trouble
so i dont care !!
talk whatever you guys want
you are not the one who give me salary
so why i should listen and follow yours rule?
what is the hell of matter you complaining my attire?
you dont have the right to judge me !!!!

whoever see this
you can choose to hate me more
its not my business
im just doing my job and please stop bothering me
with those twinkle winkle song
i think i need to wash my ear

my others colleague ask me just follow whatever they say
if i choose to resist them
i know it will be hard for me doing my job on future
but no way and i dont care!
i'll choose to leave if they still the same
its not my problem if im leaving
its you guys problem that you cant communicate 
not only me but also with others
so do you need a communication skill improvement class?

if you guys really dont like me 
and wish that i will leave
then do it!
cause i will not that easily to give up
and see what you guys can do.

the first day i came there
they told me this
" our branch staffs is the most friendly "
big laugh !!! HAHAHA
ghost will believe that
you know after you undergo
and i experienced it =)

but whatever it is
its still a life
and life goes on.
at least i still got some of them
the cutest, the prettiest, and the handsomest
you guys know who im talking to.. haha 


anyway
i hope it will be better
and for sure
 im not hoping this matter getting worst


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Monday, November 15, 2010

15 November



刚刚放工回来....
很开心
因为终于有得上网了... ^^

很多很多事情想分享
可是...懒惰写那么长~
而且... 我都忘记了要写什么 ><

最近的我很好~
由于前几天不能上网
dear 特地买了一个 game 给我玩
是我最爱最爱的! 
开心死了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

就是这个啦...



有很多episode的...
这个可以说是最新的吧~
我真的很开心 =D
谢谢你... muackx


暂时 update 到这里吧...
有事情做 ><
得空再继续....

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